i'm a simple girl with a complicated life

2007-12-13T09:40:00.000-08:00

hey there!! its been quite a time since i blog cuz i've been having exams and project.. wahahahaha.. cool rite.. btw.. start work alreay.. having fun there with my new partner!! shahida montel.. hahahaha.. she's so cute lar.. kecoh2 lar kiter.. wahahaha.. i have work later.. at 5.. hahahaha.. finally 2 more months!! n after tomorrow is holiday!! yay!! from 21 to 24 dec, i'm goin to KL with the school team.. a mixture of archery, soccer, takraw and also badminton players!! FUHYOOO!!! go shopping at petaling street!! yay!! power pe!! hahahaha..

i miss hanging out with HBB & tikus..
i miss them a lot..
can we go out again?..

2007-12-05T18:37:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. i'm at SP now.. Friday's my dateline for my project and i have to present lar!! i'm the 4th one to present!!! so scary seh!! now.. i'm practically stucked.. dunno wad to do with my project.. i dunno where to get the shipping amount and also how much.. den i must compare somemore!! den must do report somemore!!! i'm dead lar if i dun get the shipping results by tomorrow!! die!!! den just now teacher introduced to us a new project!! wad d fuck rite.. project 2 haven finish, den wanna go straight to project 3.. cannot wait for us to finish project 2 izzit.. you piece of shit!!! hmph!!

now i really dunno wad to do.. i'm pissed at the mean time also.. plus i'm having a headache now... i dun wanna disturd him as he's doin his project werk and stuffs.. argh!!! bingit sak!!! access CA us next week only.. n i still dunno a lot of things.. i still dunno how to do form and VBA and append query!! shit!! i manage to pass my excel CA.. 95.5/100... fuhyoo!! but then i'm scared dat i wont be able to obtain dat marks for access CA again leh... haiyah.. haiyah... how? how?? i'm damn fucking worried lar about my school.. been SICK also lately!! due to my blardy stomach!! gastric again!! so dat means.. NO OILY AND SPICY FOOD!!! argh!!! ass lar!! so boring.. must eat healthy food..

but the main thing is.. do you think i care???
i'm pissed with him..

2007-12-02T14:42:00.000-08:00

here are the pictures that i wanna upload!!!!!!!

so how do i look??? hehehe..

2007-11-30T10:30:00.000-08:00

hey hey... in PIC now!! later at 2.30 i got my retest!! scared seh!! argh!! i wanna pass lar!! i dunno wad to do from 1 till 2.30 seh... haiz.. BF got class so cannot meet me at that time..i'm not goin trg today cuz i have to go buy things for tomorrow's first impression at starbuckz... hahahaha.. i must wear all black lar... black shoes.. black berms or jeans.. black polo-tee... cool nees rite.. i'll be the women in black for tomorrow!! and plus my krumpler bag is also black lar!!! hahahaha.. black is so cool and hot!! green and black is in my mind now!!

guess wad!! i have 3 dresses added to my collection of clothes!!! yoohoo!! yeehaa!! pictures will be uploaded soon!! ok ok!! gotta go change my blogskin!!! see ya!!

HOTNESS...
missin you..

2007-11-29T12:05:00.000-08:00

an angel in disguise

i can see it in your eyes

i know that you are mine

it's so hard to deny

the moments that we shared were the best hing that i had

a shining star that i see

you were always there for me

you taught me how to fly

the meaning of my true life

and then you thought me how to be

for me to set me free

and i'm nothing when you're not with me

even though you're far away

my love for you wil never fade

you're always on my mind

you're the girl that i must find

the sweetness in your smile

that makes my mind go wild

the surface not acquaint

we can never say goodbye

you are the who is always by my side

you're there everytime making me alrite

andit's you thats giving me all this memories

you are all that matter to me...

2007-11-28T09:27:00.000-08:00

i'm in PIC class again.. searching for the information on china's and iraq political stability and infrastructure... wahahahahaha... damn boring lar the project.. but then it's kind of fun getting to know about other people's country.. wad they are doin and stuffs... hahahaha.. been going to school lately.. i need to go to school seh.. this friday is my AIT retest... and i have to pass.. i wanna show to the SH and my CA that i can do it!! hehehehehe...

i have national trg today.. and wad the hell.. i hope he never comes again.. hahahaha.. going to school in super big bag... hahahaha... well.. practically i cant bother wad going on with other people's life.. totally suck up.. hahahaha.. been getting this weird stomach pain due to the last constipation dat i had.. wahahaha.. bf is at CMPB now.. having his NS check up.. damn.. why must guys go to NS?! wah lau lar... hahahahaha!!... i dunno why i have been getting up around 6.50am.. when i am suppose to wake up at 7.15am.. it's been happenin since past few days..

i dunno wad's goin on with our frenship.. i tried talking to you.. but i feel dat you're avoiding me and neglecting me.. i dunno wad to say anymore.. i feel like i'm invisible to you.. u never even talk to me nowadays since wad had happen to us.. but i apologise.. it's not that i didnt.. i did.. wad else u want me to do?... wadever it is.. i hope we just put it a side.. it's ok if u dun wanna accept my apology.. i understand.. but sincerely from my heart.. i'm sorry.. that's all...

@#*%$

2007-11-27T13:01:00.000-08:00

hey... i'm now dying of boredom.. BF in class.. n i'm waiting for him at the library com lab.. argh!!! i must study seh for my test!! scared seh dat i mite fail.. argh... how???? how???.. my project somemore.. luckily i plan my time properly.. hey hey!! guess wad!! i'm not working for CBTL anymore!! gonna work at STARBUCKS!!! wooooHHOOO!!! happy seh when i got the job... wahahahaha... i dunno how to explain my happiness.. hahahahaha!! well... gtg now...

2007-11-26T10:38:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. i'm in school now.. doin my project werk.. checking my e-mail and stuffs plus blogging lar.. hahahaha.. well.. now.. i'm happy that i'm catching up with what the rest are doing.. especially my PIC project.. thanks to all the people that have help me.. really appreciate it.. thanks guys.. love ya all.. hahahaha....

i'm still super tired due to yesterdae's event!! i was sentosa watching beach soccer.. they have a beach carnival dere yesterdae.. gendut was also dere lar!! cool seh!! i went there to watch my BF doin referee.. hahahaha.. we were like under the hot sun all the way lar.. cool k.. we sun tan and stuffs.. played in the water!! that was the fun thing.. played beach soccer when they were having their lunch break.. and then plus a lot of things lar!!

after dat we went to vivo banquet to eat our dinner... me and BF ate yong tau Foo.. while gendut eat western food.. gendut got so mad when this guy bang her chair with his chair.. she said," STUPID OR WAD?!! THESE PEOPLE GOT MOUTH, CANNOT SAY EXCUSE ME IZZIT?!!"... hahahahaha.. then me and BF just stares at each other.. hahahaha.. i'll load the pictures soon aitez?!! cool rite?!!

every single time when we're together.. you never fail to put a smile on my face.. you bright up my day.. your hugs.. your kisses.. i cant describe it.. i feel your love for me.. when i'm down, you cracked silly jokes that will make me laugh like crazy.. imitating me to make me laugh too... hahahahahahaha.. we got loads of things that are similar.. and we tend to say things together and start playing SNAP.. hahahaha.. great minds think alike rite?.. hehehehe.. every single day, i'm loving you more and more..

you whispered in my ears and promised to me that you will never leave me...
keep it and fulfill it please...
don't leave and hurt me like how he did...

2007-11-21T15:12:00.000-08:00

hey dere.. i'm in SP rite now.. waiting for him to finish his FYP.. i feel so sick.. i feel very very sick.. i hate it.. i have to work on my 2nd assignment.. wah lau leh.. very stress lar.. plus i'm sick!! i dunno what time he finish his FYP.. all i need was him to be here with me.. i cant take it anymore.. i wanna go home.. plus i'm super hungry seh.. i haven even eaten my medication.. i have to wait for him to finish his FYP!!!! waaaaaaahhhh!!!! someone please help me.. i'm dying of hunger rite now.. i just feel like goin off to eat.. i cant take it anymore!!

halp!!
i wanna faint...

2007-11-19T10:56:00.000-08:00

hey dere... haiz.. everyday for me goin to school is a disaster.. with frens who are like aiyoyoyo.. dunno wad to say lar.. i came back to school just because of my attendance, to complete my last 3 months and also because of frens who are really willing to help me.. i wanna thank abg..hafiz..mr kelvin tan.. for giving me the support.. thanks you guys.. i owe u guys a lot.. for pushing me.. n helping me.. love ya all lar!! hehehehehe...

as for the rest.. hehehe.. its ok.. but you need not shout at me rite.. i asked you nicely.. i dunno if you have grudges against me or not lar.. for wad i noe i dat, i dun have grudges against you.. i'm ok.. ok go nyer.. hehehe.. for wadeva it is rite.. i'm sorry cuz i know aku bnyk menyusahkan kau... i'm really2 sorry.. i didnt mean to do all those things to you.. its unintentional..

will you forgive me?...
n give me a chance to show you dat i'm not like dat?....
will you?..

2007-11-18T13:41:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. i'm at shawhouse using gough's lappie to update though.. hahaha.. doing my project though.. aiyoh!! stress lar!! luckily got some help from him.. i owe him a lot man.. hahahaha... can you be my business partner?.. hehehehe.. one day may be yah.. hahahaha... been sick still.. have not been eating my medicine for quite some time already.. hahahaha.. now.. i'm waiting for him to come back here from home.. argh.. it's so darn hot lar.. hahahaha.. need to finish up this project by today!! if not, i'm DEAD!! shitty shit..

well...today..i'm suppose to meet someone to spend the day with but surprisingly, she didnt text me seh.. wad seh... how many times already like this.. wah lau ehk.. i waited lor.. haiz.. i duno wad to say alreadi lar.. why seh.. haiz.. i just miss spending my time with you man.. when will i get to see you again?.. i miss you seh.. i miss tempang and kucing... haiz.. i wonder how are they.. doing well?.. hmmmmm... missing you guys...

2007-11-13T02:00:00.000-08:00

well.... i'm bored now.. taking a break from my practise.. wahahahaha.. btw.. i've decided to upload pictures from raya onwards.. but it's all in a different way.. well.. here it is.. hahahahaha!!!! so weird!! some are at my uncle's wedding.. so sweet!! so just read the captions ok...

surprisingly, he came with his family to the wedding!!!

yana, rama and me at vivo toilet..

again!!
mummy and me waiting for prize presentation..

1st day raya.. these are the 4 closest cuzie's..
wow..this was taken at around 2 am at geylang..
hahaha..after they played bowling...
yana, rama, nana n muah cam whoring..
in the lift otw to our uncle's dinner..

kendarat pe RAMA!! wahahaha..
ratna n me..
lovely cuzie n me.. i love her..
the trio's!! KENDARAT!!

there you have it!! the pictures!! wahahahaha!!

2007-11-12T23:14:00.000-08:00

its been quite a few days since i pass motion.. i have constipation.. dammit.. didnt attend school for the last whole week.. cuz i've been very tired.. my CA told me that this coming wed i have to meet the SH regarding my attendance.. like shit sak.. have to bring my dad along.. wad an ass.. been stressed lately.. one by one problems come to me.. today i received a lot of bad news.. my werk lar.. school... and also other personal problems.. i just dun like it.. i'm really under pressure.. cried in my room till i fell asleep cuz i ate my medicine... haiz...

i dunno wad to do now.. i have to face every single thing.. ARGGHHH!! i nid help though.. i cant take this anymore.. it's killing me.. i'm becoming more and more sick.. doctor says i got constipation.. told him dat i have chest pain also.. he says dat i'm stressed and also lack of rest.. haiz.. i dun like my life to be like this.. i dun deserve this.. i just wanna finish my ITE and go to poly if i can get in.. but i have a very strong feeling that i cant get in.. somebody.. please save and help me..

why cant i be happy?? when can i get my happiness?.. can u stop bugging me?.. you send me all those msg that are not true abt me.. how wud u feel if i were to do the same thing to you?.. everytime when i'm happy with someone else, u tend to disturb.. and den destroy everitin.. if you love me.. just leave me ok.. i cant stand you msging me like dat.. you are making me hate you even more.. i know dat you want me back.. but i'm sorry.. i like the way i am now..

2007-11-09T15:01:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. i have not been goin to class lately cuz i'm not feeling well.. haiz.. i have this rash on my leg which is so fucking disgusting.. wahahaha.. i'm goin to werk later.. i tink i'm gonna reach dere late man.. haiz.. argh!! damn.. i'm still here.. uploading songs inside my mp3... wahahaha.. will be goin off soon.. haiz..

today i'm gonna sleepover my cuzie huse!! yay!! so happy sak!! woohoo!! on sat i got dinner.. must wear smart.. long sleeve n smart pants.. but wad d heck i care.. sunday is the real day man.. wahahaha.. to see me in baju kurung.. wahahaha.. so sweet.. hahaha.. well.. ok.. sorry cant blog dat much today.. i gotta go to werk.. hehehe... smile!!

2007-11-07T00:48:00.000-08:00

harlow!! i at adek huse rite now.. hahahaha.. the referee is beside me.. looking at wad i'm blogging.. wahahahaha.. dun be surprise k... wahahahaha... i'm tired due to lack of rest.. didnt went to school today.. cuz my chest hurt damn bad.. haiz.. tomorro i self-declare no school.. wahahaha.. he sent me to work today.. fetch me at my house.. he bought me bubur.. den feed me.. so sweet kan?!! i loike!!! hahahaha.. reach work early cuz ross ask to start early..

i think my mum is really into him.. she seems to pester me about him all the time.. hahahaha.. sending me msgs of him.. n stuffs.. so cute of her.. i hope dat her problems will be settled asap cuz i dun wanna see her sad.. i just wanna see her happy.. i wanna be the one to put a smile on her face always.. it hurts to see her cry.. if only mummy can read this right now.. she'll understand.. i love you mummy.. you are everything to me.. can't bear to lose you..

this sunday, my uncle getting married!! i cant wait!! to see all my cousins!! hahahahaha!! c you dere my cousins!! cant wait to kecoh2 with you all!! but cannot.. i must entertain guests... wahahahahahaha!!! to see my in baju kurung.. wahahaha.. so sweet.. hehehe.. owitez.. i got to go.. MUACKZ!!

2007-11-05T10:40:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. morning people.. i have not been sleeping well lately.. loads of things are caught up in my head.. i simply dunno wad to do.. dey say dat i haf a choice.. yeah i noe i do... but how do i decide?.. i dun wanna break any people's heart.. i just wanna be happy.. i wanna be happy.. i'm being pressurized.. wad shud i do?.. i like the way i am now.. i really miss spending time wth you.. but it looks like i dun have time.. n in fact i have to follow wad my mummy says.. i cant stop thinking about what she said..

i really cant.. being me.. is very difficult.. all i ever wanted was just to have more frens but instead they loved me.. i really appreciate it.. i really really do.. i want to see my mother happy.. dats why i'm doing this.. i cant live without her.. i just wanna put a smile on her face... dats enuf for me.. i'm stuck now.. i'm hanging on a string.. lifeless.. didnt know wad to do already... what i noe is.. all i haf to do now, is to hang on till the end..

i hope these things will be settled soon..
i really do miss you...
i have to follow wad my mummy says..
i've got no choice..
ARGH!!!
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?!!!
HALP ANYONE!!

2007-11-02T14:28:00.000-07:00

hey hey.. tomorrow is coach hairi's open hous!! it's from 12 till 2 pm!! yay!! can makan2 at his huse.. hahahahaha... the college west ITE team will be reunited tomorrow.. i cant wait to see you guys.. hahahaha.. hahahahaha.. btw.. here is the address..

COACH HAIRI'S OPEN HOUSE

VENUE : CHOA CHU KANG AVE 5, BLK 486, #07-158

TIME : 12 - 2 PM...

dun be late guys!! hehehehe!! smile...

*missin you too..

2007-11-01T09:22:00.000-07:00

hey hey... i'm in school now.. damn tired and let say very SLEEPY!! cannot tahan lar.. feel like sleeping only.. haiyah.. today i'm working at chinatown point seh.. me and gendut kena transfer.. for today only.. i wonder wad it's like to work dere... haiyah!! mummy!! AIT lar... PIC lar.. aiyoyoyoyoyo!! my brain wanna die alreadi!! hah!!! haiz.. i cant stop sighing.. cuz i know i'll be tired today.. haiz.. at the same time, i'm eating nuggets and drinking iced milo for breakfast.. i dun have the mood to eat that much today.. i duuno why... just not in the mood to do anything..

Gotta go.. loads of project to do...
chao!! ~_~

2007-10-31T01:20:00.000-07:00

wellow wellow!! it's been a long time since i blog!!! wahahahahaha... sorry if i have not been blogging for so long cuz i've been busy with loads of stuffs till i sometimes dont even have the time to eat!! wahahahaha.. loads of things have been going around lately.. i really mean a lot...hahahaha.. ok.. let's start slowly ok..

starting with POL-ITE tournament.. ITE won first!! followed by NP and den NYP... yay!! yeehaa!! my first POL-ITE medal seh.. if not i wud be playing for last year also lar.. i have nationals dats why i cudnt play.. wahahahaha... well.. SP offered me to play for them once i graduate.. my teacher offered to go RP to take sports science.. while my coach ask me to come to ITE simei sports management.. there's a lot of good choices though.. but it's all up to me and the results of my school..

ok...about my school..i had not been goin school lately...bcuz of POL-ITE..but i got leave form.. when i get back to school rite, dere's a lot of stuffs to catch up sak.. and this last semester there will be a lot of project work!! PIC!! EBP!! u guys must be wondering wad is it about.. dun bother asking.. wahahahaha... well.. i miss school at times.. here am i waiting for my lovely partner to come to the net to discuss project but i think she's asleep though due to tired from jalan raya.. wahahahahaha!!!

i love to laugh nowadays.. i dunno why.. well.. sometimes i'm sick of my life.. i just dunno why.. people just cannot see me happy with someone.. if i'm happy, there will always be loads of disturbance.. i dunno wad to do already lar.. i dunno whether wanna follow my heart or my instinct... argh!!! argh!!! hmmmmmm... i feel like cutting my hair but i dun want cuz i syg my hair and also loads of people dun let me cut my hair.. argh!! hahahahahaha!!

seriously.. i dunno wad's goin to happen in my life next.. i hope it wud be a happy ending.. MCM P!!! hahahaha!! i miss tikus!! well.. tikus, please do take care of ur knee ok... so we can go giler2 2geder.. wahahahaha.. wad else shall we talk abt.. my love life?.. ermmmmm... dats an interesting topic to talk about.. hmmmmm... but i dun wanna talk abt it cuz i dun wanna... i just had an argument with someone whom i dun expect to argue wit... ARGH!! fuck this shit...

i wanna be happy for god's sake!! I WANNA BE HAPPY!! hehehehehe...
i miss my mummy... daddy... cousins...

i fell in lurve with a keeper...

2007-08-28T05:57:00.000-07:00

hey dere.. good mornin!! i've just finish doin my presentation.. fuh!! damn.. i'm so super sleepy seh.. i cnt take it anymore.. i tink later in the train, i'm gonna sleep all the way to school.. wahahahaha.. haiz.. been having quite a rough day lately.. damn.. haiz.. dunno wad to seh lar.. everitin turn upside down.. everitin change just like dat.. haiz.. i cant do this man.. i hate it..

i really hope that i got selected for the myanmar trip.. i cant train just because of my fucking hand.. FUCK!! fed up sak.. dunno wad to say already ar.. argh!! i have to start my POM revision.. if not, i'm dead man.. argh!! i wanna pass everitin.. i wanna get to POLY!! damn.. hahahaha...

i cant wait for this friday!! got azie's chalet!! yay!! gonna enjoy there!! woohoo!! i hope he comes seh.. i miss him already.. wahahahaha..k.. gtg!! get ready for school..

2007-08-13T14:23:00.000-07:00

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

Cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they love me truely

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round

And deep inside, my tears i'll drown

I'm losing grip, what's happening

I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now i'm, in this condition

And i've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed

Cause it's hurting me to let it go

Maybe cause we spent so much time

And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby

Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, i'll never know

I never meant to let it get so, personal

After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you

I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know

And I won't let it show

You won't see me cry

2007-08-13T14:12:00.000-07:00

You set my soul at ease

Chased darkness out of view

Left your desperate spell on me

Say you feel it to I know you do

I've got so much more to give

This can't die, I yearn to live

Pour yourself all over me

And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

I wanna love you forever

And this is all I'm asking of you 10,000 lifetimes together

Is that so much for you to do?

Cuz from the moment that I saw your face

And felt the fire in your sweet embrace

I swear I knew.

I'm gonna love you forever

My mind fails to understand

What my heart tells me to do

And I'd give up all I have just to be with you

and that would do

I've always been taught to win

And I never thought I'd fall

Be at the mercy of a man

I've never been

Now I only want to be right where you are.

In my life I've learned that heaven never waits no

Lets take this now before it's gone like yesterday

Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else

That I would ever wanna be no

I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you

Loving me ... I'm gonna love

2007-08-12T23:29:00.000-07:00

hey.. i realli dunno wad to rite now.. i really feel like shit these few days.. it's like my days have turned from bad to even more worst.. i got no words already.. i fall in love and then BAMM!! CRUSHED.. once again everybody.. i'm hurt.. haiz.. i really got no words alreadi.. it's really hurtin..

i really love you.. why are you doin this to me?.. you know dat my love for you is very strong.. then why?.. you said you had no choice.. well actually.. you have a choice.. it's all in the mind.. its whether you want or not.. i really dunno wad is goin to happen next.. i feel so betrayed.. toyed around.. when i'm with you, i'm very happy.. you told me.. if i'm afraid to love, dont love.. why did i choose to love again?... its cuz i found you.. you will never know wad i feel about you.. cuz my 2nd chance was ruined.. you asked me a couple of times, what makes me love you so much... i said.. i love you for hu u are.. i dunno which part of that you dont understand.. how else do you want me to prove it to you?.. what shud i do?.. i realli dunno... i need an explanation for this...

if you found someone new, just tell me.. dun do diz to me. i'm hurt but i dun wanna show.. you dont know wads goin on around you.. but i do.. i just hope you will realise.. i really hope dat you wont get hurt the way i get hurt... take care ~hearts~..

2007-07-23T10:57:00.000-07:00

hey hey... changed my blogskin.. looks cute.. i will not be able to blog often cuz i'll be very busy with my school and work.. hahaha.. wanna know where i work?... find out yourself.. it's the most common place.. hahahaha... damn man.. i miss her badly.. will she ever know?... no.. never.. cuz i wont let her know.. haiz... wad a life...

wad does it feel like if you were ditched on your birthday?.. you made a pit.. you invited all of your friends.. even if you have conflicts with some of them, you still invite them to your pit.. n in the end only 10 people came.. n there's loads of food left.. you wanna be happy on that dat but your friends turn you down.. some were with reasons.. some were not with.. they just give unreasonable reasons.. fucking CRAP!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOU, CHIA MING!!!

dont be sad sad ok?.. i'll always be dere for you like how you were always dere for me.. i wont forget the things dat you had done for me... dont think about what happen aitez.. those who were at your pit, where your real friends... dats wad they are called.. sacrifice their time to come down even if it's late at night..

so cheer up aitez!! take care... love ya... MUACKZ!!!

2007-06-19T23:29:00.000-07:00

hey hey... i'm back... reach singapore at 6 plus i think.. i didnt keep track of the time.. i had one hell day today.. dun ask.. i dun wanna repeat.. i feel sad and worried and everitin!! argh!! hahaha.. well.. the good news is dat.. i scored a goal!!! from a free kick.. 45 yards from the goal post.. yay!!! i jumped like hell when the ball went in!!.. hahaha!! and it was the forth minute!! fast goal.. thanks to yan who gave the free kick... hehehe.. okok ... GTG and REST!! i'm having head, shoulder and ankle injury.. gonna make appointment tomorrow...

2007-06-14T14:02:00.000-07:00

hey hey.. i'm in PIE class rite now.. hey.. i will be leavin for phillippines tommorrow.. i must be at the airport by 11.30 am at terminal 2.. haiz.. i'll be back on 19 june... at 6pm i think.. yep!.. hehehe.. i have a strong feeling dat the trip will be a tough one.. hehe.. it's a training tour.. confirm the trg will be damn tough.. hahaha.. i think if it's hot over dere.. i will be so dark when i get back.. hahaha.. darn.. i hope you guys can recognise me!! hehehe...

sportin trg has been changed to badminton trg today.. so cool.. but i wont be trg.. cuz my legs are so tired.. guess wad.. yesterdae for trg.. coach asked me to take corner kicks for both sides.. OMG.. i'm like goin up and down the field.. but it's worth it.. i like.. cuz i tink i made the coach happy cuz he didnt say anitin.. hehehe.. imagine.. from right back, u have to run all the way up to kick every corner kick.. imagine.. hahahaha.. i think i will get the hang of it.. can practise my corner kick.. got one of the kick when i kick rite, the ball swerve in and it hit the pole!! wow!! i didnt even noe how i did dat.. hahaha!! so COOL!! hehehe.. yay!! i wanna learn how to curl the ball man.. hehehe..

okok.. i gtg!! if anyone wants to send us off.. it'll be at 11.30am at Terminal 2, changi airport.. i tink i'lll be dere early to eat breakfast... takin care everibodi in s'pore!!

2007-06-05T10:29:00.000-07:00

harlu!! hehe.. i'm in class rite now!! i had a wonderful time on sunday till monday.. wahahaha.. i loike!! ahakz!! my exam has been change from 8 june to 7 june.. great.. instead of delaying it, they forward it.. damn.. luckily i started revising early.. wahaha.. the next exam will be on the 11 june.. den done!! but den still got project work.. boring.. hahaha..

i'll be having refereeing on 10 june.. damn!! wahahaha.. hehehe.. well.. i got nothin to blog seh.. hehehe.. no topic.. hehe.. k?.. gtg.. bye..

2007-05-27T11:45:00.000-07:00

hey dere.. at adeks huse rite now.. wahaha.. missin you alreadi.. hehe.. btw.. dunna whether goin out or not later.. wahaha.. hehe.. well.. just wanna say dat.. can you mind your own business?.. dont be someone dat goes around telling ppl with wad's goin on in my life.. thanks..

2007-05-22T11:33:00.000-07:00

i simply just love this song.. it reminds me of someone... hehehe..

I’m lost without u
Can’t help myself
How does it feel
To know that I love u baby

I’m lost without u
Can’t help myself
How does it feel
To know that I love u baby

Tell me how u love me more
And how u think I’m sexy baby
That u don’t want nobody else
U don’t want this guy u don’t want that guy u wanna
Touch yourself when u see me
Tell me how u love my body
And how I make u feel baby

U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me
U wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love 2 hear u say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me u depend on me
I need To hear it

Baby you’re the perfect shape
Baby you’re the perfect weight
Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way I want it that way I want it
Tell me u don’t want me To stop
Tell me it would break your heart

That u love me and all my dirty
U wanna roll with me u wanna hold with me
U wanna make fires and get Norwegian wood with me
I just love To hear u say it
It makes a man feel good baby

2007-05-22T10:26:00.000-07:00

hey dere.. mornin.. in POM class now.. i gotta study for my CCM test tomorrow seh.. got ITE trg later.. at ite bukit batok at 3 pm.. i'm like so lazy to go.. damn.. my abrasion has still not cure yet.. n i still had difficulty to walk n kick a ball maybe.. dunno whether i should go to sportin trg later or not.. cuz i'm kind of tired anyway.. hehe.. hmmmm..

i have not been resting lately.. yesterdae.. went to meet chia ming after school.. den we talk and catch up about old times.. talk things out and stuffs.. den head to my house for a nap as i was kind of sleepy.. and den.. soffi text chia ming.. asking to meet her at starbucks.. went to meet her.. marisher, alex n apen was dere.. i was having fun with dem.. making noise.. and stuffs.. hehehe.. den.. came a fight.. settled for them.. n they were happy... i'm glad dey r happy... love ya guys loads man.. glad to have you back in my life chia ming... you galz rulez!!!

2007-05-14T19:27:00.000-07:00

hey hey... mornin peepz!! i'm stoning in front of the sch comp.. dunno wad to do.. my head is like spinning.. and i'm having migraines due to stressed.. said the doctor.. he prescribe me with a medicine which can cause me asthma... isn't it freaky and funny.. a doctor who prescribe a medication to make us more sick than to cure us.. but as they say prevention is better than cure.. haha.. i'm on the medication now...i dunno how to cope while i'm having my trg later.. i hope i can deal with it.. hahaha..

i just dun wanna fight with you ok.. i had enough.. i really didnt noe who was the guy who scolded me bad words.. but i dare to swear dat i dialled ur number.. and the funny thing was dat.. you said dat you didnt divert your calls.. dats funny.. damn funny..and to think it over again.. would i lie?.. would i lie to you?... would i?... and i got the scoldin.. i like to disturb people at night.. argh.. i was shocked.. badly lar!! argh!! no one knows how i exactly feel.. why do i get hurt... why?... don't tell me dat i choose it this way... i wanted to share something with you.. but it seems dat every single time dat i tried to tell you, it;s always the wrong timing.. maybe you were not meant to know it...

when will all of diz end?...
i know..
this thing will end once i'm gone..

2007-05-11T10:10:00.000-07:00

herluu!!! mornin!! wahahaha.. in EBP class room now!! hehehe.. haiz.. dunno whether wanna go national trg or not.. my body is still sore from wednesday match.. backbone is pain man.. haiz... wahahaha.. realli not in the mood right now..

i've not been myself lately.. and i dunno why.. i'm happy dat i'm finally talking to her.. yay!... but i wanna be like last time.. the times where we were damn close man.. i wanna be like dat.. hehehe.. but let's takes things slow and easy ok.. GTG!! bye!

2007-05-07T10:25:00.000-07:00

hey dere... in EBP class now.. tomorrow most probably wont be attendin school as i have to go to ITE dover... for the interview of sports excellence award.. haiz.. wahaha.. having PE later.. den have to go to netball trg.. and then to national trg.. damn.. my schedule is so tight lately.. i haven even include my work yet seh.. damn... gonna be tirin again.. i cant wait for my holidays.. 15 june.. damn.. i wanna do well for my 2nd year man.. i wanna get all "A"s..

hehe.. during holidays, i'm goin to werk all day long.. so there will be no holidays for me.. hahaha..

gtg... u need me.. u call me.. i wanted to help with the design.. but.. u guys chose it to be like dat... den ok.. i'll go with the flow.. i can go dat extra mile for u guys.. u guys just cant see it..

2007-05-06T22:17:00.000-07:00

hey dere.. at adek's huse.. checkin out stuffs.. finally i got my adidas adilette sliipers which is black and blue and my adidas F30 boots which is grey and green.. yay!! cool.. i'm so happy!! yahoo!!! haiz..

haha..my debut for my boots is today at farrer park.. hahaha.. with all the mud and stuffs.. hahaha.. cant blog dat much cuz i dunno wad to blog... wahahahaha... hehehe.. well.. takin care every body..

2007-05-03T10:06:00.000-07:00

hey hey.. bad news... this sunday's match is cancelled.. damn!! i was looking forward to it.. shit man.. haiyoh.. i'm gonna get that boot... that grey and green boot.. n i dont care how much it cost.. it's so nice and it's damn light lar!! wakakaka.. no plans for tomorrow.. but there will be national trg today.. damn.. again.. haiz..

sunday trg as per normal.. den there's gonna be a day out with the guys go watch movie!!! YEEEHAAA!!! hahahaha.. well i hope it goes as plan.. hehehe... feel like buying a digital camera also man.. ish.. tuesday will be ite west trg again from 3 to 5... yep.. and then SWFC trg.. hehehe.. kind of stuck to them also.. love them so much.. LOVE YA GUYS!!!

2007-04-30T10:38:00.000-07:00

mornin!! in class havin my EBP now... hahahaha.. it was a nice mornin today.. saw ameer.. took the bus and chat with him till we reach school.. he made my day man.. so happy.. hahaha.. it will be a tough day for me man.. i have p.e at 2 till 3.30.. and then have soccer selection at bukit batok ITE.. and then to my national trg... haiz.. and i heard dat today will be fitness!!! ARGH!! die.. and plus.. i'm not feeling dat well.. since yesterdae..

i was teck ghee yesterdae.. doin refereeing... the kids are so skillful man.. and they are just u-14.. cool man.. they call me the fierce referree.. wahahaha... it ended at6... start at 9 am.. haiz.. my cheeks are in pain from blowing the whistle and shouting at the players.. victorians won first place yesterdae.. wow!! POWER MAN!! after that got $110 from yesterdae's pay.. haiz... den i went home.. as i was so tired.. hahaha...

VAS AND PRIS WON THE DANCE FLOOR MAN!!! power!!! hahaha... i tink they deserve it lar.. hahaha... vas is so cute.. thir dance was power man... hahaha.. CONGRATULATIONS TO THEM!!! ok ok.. i gotta go... need to do project werk... takin care everybody.. oh yah..
singapore VS bahrain.. at jalan besar stdm.. 6 MAY.. time should be at 7pm...

2007-04-26T14:01:00.000-07:00

hey... i'm in class changing my blogskin and blogging away.. i'm darn bored man.. got a lot of things to think abt.. loads of problem.. i just wanna get rid of them and stop them.. they are damn well bothering and bugging with my life.. and i HATE it!! ARGH!!!

u dont have friends, u come to me... when u have ur frens, u left me out.. wad kind of a fren are u.. dont u have feelings?.. wad wud u feel if i were to do dat to u.. and like.. can we have peace arnd plz.. it's really a stupid to quarrel abt.. why dont u guys talk it out.. settle it once and for all.. if you are not happy, just say it out... dont talk behind ppl's back.. crap man... argh!!!

gtg!! stupid shit... !#%* YOU..

2007-04-24T10:27:00.000-07:00

hey dere.. i'm in class now.. i really got no mood today.. everitin just really turn me down.. i hate it man.. haiz.. met him yesterdae.. he sent me home with his bike.. i was very cold when i was behind him.. damn cold lar.. somemore just finish raining.. hahaha.. reach home, change.. he waited at the void deck.. den.. he said dat he have to fetch his sis.. i said, go fetch as she's your sis.. yep.. den.. haiz.. wanted to know him more actually.. wanna talk to him.. but he has to go.. well too bad.. wahahahaha.. gave him a picture of me.. remembrance.. wahahaha..

this feeling taking control of me
and i cant help it..
i tried my best to let go of you..
but i cant..

2007-04-23T10:22:00.000-07:00

helo!! i'm in class rite now... damn bored seh.. haiz.. havin trg later.. wed i'll be havin beep test.. gonna be damn tiring.. haiz.. after trg my fren sending me home take bike.. yay!!

2007-04-16T10:29:00.000-07:00

hey!! in school rite now.. first day of school was wonderful!!! meet all my friends back!! i'm so happy man!! hahaha... got my GPA result... ok ok lar... i passed.. 2 "B" and 2 "C".. not bad lar... haiyah.. hehehe.. my timetable this time is a bit slack.. relax a bit.. i have to improve myself in order to go to polytechnic.. i wanna go poly!!! argh!!

i wonder how is adek's first day of school.. hahaha.. i wonder.. hahaha..

2007-03-22T01:51:00.000-07:00

hey hey... just wanna let u noe dat.. i still love you.. you will be the best one of all.. you will be the last guy in my life.. rest assure k.. i miss you my dear sweet baby boyfren.. miss you so much.. to be in my arms.. to be with me again.. i dunno how to explain this feeling of mine now.. only god knows how.. but i'm happy dat we still contact each other... i'm really happy.. i dun wanna lose you.. i really love you.. haiz.. wanna be with you again... but i have to think about other people feelings towards me too... i simply cant break their heart just like dat..

getting over you will be a tough one.. i dunno how to.. it's really difficult.. as you changed me a lot.. from a bad one.. to a "good" one... haiz... everytime i think of you.. i cry... i miss those times when we were happy... sad... and all those arguments dat we used to have.. u lend me a shoulder to cry on.. i hope that we would stay like diz.. i love you swit baby bf.. u wud always be my swit baby bf.. no one can replace a person like you... you will be my last guy..

i love you..
miss you...
muackz..

PS : Kalau ada jodoh, tak ke mane mane...

2007-03-05T23:11:00.000-08:00

hey.. at adek's place rite now.. damn bored.. hahaha... well.. adek ask me to update.. so i did.. hahaha.. well i havin 3 days mc cuz of my fever.. i've been havin fever for almost 1 week alreadi.. doc said if my fever doesnt subside.. i have to come back and take a blood test.. waaah!! i'm scared if sumtin mite happen to me... how... sniff...

2007-02-17T20:38:00.000-08:00

hey hey..i'm in thailand rite now.. at the business center of the hotel.. the hotel super power lar!!! the room OMG.. duno how to explain!! hahaha.. damn power.. so spacious.. can even catwalk says zetti.. hahaha.. trg was fun.. under the hot sun was not.. so damn hot lar.. we trained in the morning.. yeah.. and then..

actually now, i am suppose to go for a massage but then some stupid idot thought i was sick and then told me to stay at the hotel.. FUCKING SHIT RITE?!! CHI BAI!! ARGH!! i pissed off man.. that was wad i was looking forward to lar.. the massage.. where to get such good massage in singapore.. haiyah.. how.. haiz.. wad to do.. now i at the b.center.. with zetti n anna.. iza and charm aso cannot go.. hahaha.. i'm darn bored seh.. hehehe..

ok ok... gotta go.. btw.. dear.. i realli miss you.. i miss everyone in singapore.. i wanna be with you again.. i wanna hug u dear.. please.. i really realli miss you.. i cant wait to see you again when i reach singapore.. MUACKZ!!! MUACKZ!!

2007-02-15T01:53:00.000-08:00

hey hey.... at adek's huse rite now.. tired man.. really damn tired lar.. my whole body aching.. goin home soon alreadi.. hahaha.. i'm like counting the days till the day i go thailand.. shit man.. i'm gonna miss BB badly.. waaaahhhh!! baby boy and baby gerl.. waaaahh!! i will miss you... WAAAHHHH!!! ~sigh~

2007-02-11T11:29:00.000-08:00

mornin.. i'm at adek's huse now.. haf not slept yet.. we went ridin at pasir ris park.. cool man.. haha.. with adek, akib and wan.. hahaha.. but i think today is the worst day of my life.. lots of things happen to me.. hahaha..

at the bridge, wan shirt fell and then i stopped to pick it up.. and then.. BAM!! adek hit my from behind.. she went over my leg.. and the handle of her bike, hit my back.. after i bend down, my contacts out of place.. OMG.. they stopped to see whether i was ok or not.. hahaha.. damn funny lar.. went back to 418.. sat at the 7-11.. eat cup noodle with them.. hahaha.. very funny seh.. after dat, we went catching with akib's GF... trying to run away from her..

hahaha.. they ride like hell man.. den i got to noe dat his life is exactly like mine.. possesive GF and BF.. our life's were like exactly the same.. hahaha.. hehehehe.. after they outrun her.. we meet up back and then straight away to adek's blk.. we ask them to come up but they were scared.. hahaha.. damn scared lar.. hahaha.. we pushed them inside the house.. hahaha.. we reach adek's use at 7 plus i tink.. then they went back at 10 plus as wan was sleepy alreadi.. haiz..

i realli had fun today.. i wont be able to do it next week cuz i'm goin off to thailand next week seh.. haiz.. WAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!! i will miss them all... especially him.. hahaha.. i relli dunno wad was i thinking.. ish ish.. i dunno y am i behaving this.. i dun want to think anitin.. haiz..

his eyes.. gosh.. his smiles.. the way he laugh.. i cant forget the face he gave me wen he wanted to leave.. gosh.. OMG... argh.. so cute..

2007-02-11T08:29:00.001-08:00

hey hey... our match against paya lebar, the score was 7-3.. they won the match.. hahaha.. i scored a hatrick.. never in my life i scored a hatrick... muahahaha.. the first goal entered was when i was so angry that i actually whacked the ball from the center line and it went in between the keepers legs.. and goal!!! hahahaha... 2nd goal was a free kick.. i die2 tot that the ball was goin out but then it entered!! wow!!! 2nd goal!! hahaha.. very happy lar.. hahaha.. and 3rd goal was a penalty.. it hit the opponents hands inside the penalty area.. hahaha.. and aimed for low right.. and then GOAL!! dats my hatrick!!! hahahaha!!

aniway.. just got back.. saw him.. fight with BF.. and stuffs.. again and again.. gave up.. ARGH!!! it's all shit man..

2007-02-07T16:33:00.001-08:00

hey hey.. mornin.. now i'm in class.. bloggin away.. hahaha... yesterdae, the name list was called up.. i was like waiting.. i was afraid that i cudnt make the team.. and he called my name.. so i'm goin to thailand.. but the list is still not confirm as anitin might happen.. 2 players did not get to go to the trip.. i was sad.. haiz..

yesterdae in my sch, there's a talk on our womens soccer team.. hahaha.. then after dat we played futsal.. against boys and gurls.. my team drew to rizal's team 1-1.. it was a great match.. his team consist of rizal, hafiz, baqir, iman n azmeer.. while my team consist of the china gals and me.. hahaha.. well.. it was damn fun lar.. but the bad thing is dat i have to continue sch after the futsal.. SUCKZ...

2007-02-05T08:17:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. mornin!!! hahaha.. well.. i'm in school now.. havin trg again later.. argh!! jollidads lost 4-0 to UWC yesterdae.. i got a lot of chances to score seh yesterdae.. but i wasted it.. after the match, i was so darn tired sak.. my body was so weak and plus i'm having a fever.. went to far east to eat after dat.. with the jollidads.. it was so funny.. hahaha... hmmmm... gotta go now.. must catch up with a lot of things...

2007-01-31T15:59:00.000-08:00

mahalo!! hahaha!! at adek's huse now.. checking the internet and doin some stuffs.. ahakz.. well.. here are the pics for the recent events lately seh.. ahahaha.. there were some pics when we were at the jurong point toy r us.. doin our stupid activities.. ahaha.. there are also some pics where i took at the camp.. ahaha.. uploaded some songs inside my PSP.. hahaha... well.. here they are..

2007-01-30T13:08:00.000-08:00

bored again in class.. have always been bored.. dunno wad to do.. damn.. wad can i do aniway.. you got every rite.. wadeav.. decide yourself.. make a wise decision.. macam biasa jugak.. kena campak2...

2007-01-25T10:44:00.000-08:00

wad is goin to happen to me man.. i did my best.. but my best wasnt good enuf for you.. wad can i do now?.. i really feel dat everyone hate me now.. i dunno y.. people start to scold me and things.. i just dunno why.. well.. never mind lar.. u wanna scold me its ok.. its really fine.. i will forgave any person.. even though i didnt make any mistake, i wud still apologise.. haiz.. y?.. argh.. i really got no words now.. in class rite now.. feeling like shit.. i feel like goin home now also have.. fuck this shit man.. argh.. WADEVA!!

2007-01-24T08:02:00.000-08:00

mornin people.. i'm at class now.. haiz.. so tired.. later at the evening we will having a match with the bushan park coaches.. at kallang practise track.. i dunno if i can play well or not cuz i have this huge blister at my left sole.. cannot run properly seh.. argh!! damn.. all due to the playin streetsoccer with hafiz, rizal and the KG students.. hahaha.. but it was fun man.. i never had fun dat much.. hahaha..

cool huh.. well.. still have not enuf rest.. i'm missin my lovely adek.. she cant go out due to her sickness..haiz.. i wanna lepak with her man... argh!! ok lar.. gtg and study.. got loads of things to catch up seh.. love you bb... muackz.. missin you too..

2007-01-23T01:51:00.000-08:00

hey hey... been busy lately with soccer and stuffs.. yeah.. haiz.. now rite.. we have camp every weekends from now on.. boring!! haiz.. hahaha.. my body is aching all over.. cant take it.. always eat the overdrive pill.. two summre.. haha.. i got some pics which i took while chillin outz at blk 418 at tamp.. soffi's blk.. yep!.. hahaha.. so fun.. here they are..

this is after trg i think.. haha..

ayu and me..
ayu, adek n me..
cute seh..
and dats wan!! d man..
the sweet side of soccer gurls..

lookin at u.. n y u didnt look at me?.. :'(

these were the pics dat we took while we were darn bored.. hahaha... there will be a few more pics dat i will b uploading.. the camp pics... dat will be fun..

2007-01-16T13:29:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. i'm so darned tired seh... have not been sleeping well lately.. haiz.. my eyes are almost have open during class.. yep.. haiz...stress seh.. hahaha.. i wanna enrol motor!!! i dun care!!! hahaha.. hey hey... gotta go now.. later teacher scold...

2007-01-14T22:02:00.000-08:00

i dunno wad's goin on with me.. i dunno ok.. maybe i'm in a confusion.. maybe i'm not.. i dunno wad was i thinking also.. wad is becoming of me?.. i miss the old times.. i do love him.. but why he has to do dat to me?.. if he lurve me, he wont do all dat things.. why?.. why?.. i'm really confused now... i wanna be with him.. i lurve him.. i miss him.. everything.. but why this torture?... why?.. i do not noe wad to do...

frens tell me to ghim a chance.. i did.. i did.. i told him i need time to be like last time.. argh.. wadeva lar.. i wanna show him i really lurve him but.. when i show too much.. they will take advantage.. dats wad i dun like.. i really hate dat.. diz is wad happen to me when he do diz to me.. i have no intention to do all those stuffs to him.. although i go out at nitez, my heart is with him.. i tink of him every single time.. i really do.. now.. the question is wad do i really want?... who do i really want... i dunno k... if can, i just wanna kill myself.. i dun want ma frens to fite cuz of me.. i really dun want.. i rather go away n nr come back den rather see them fite... no.. i lurve ma frens too...

i'm really happy dat they are dere for me.. i wanna say thanks to all ma frens.. lurve ya guys.. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEIN DERE FOR ME.. lurve u bb... i'll try to change bck 4 u.. but i nid time to settle k... lurve ya guys.. you all can never be replaced!!!

2007-01-12T10:12:00.000-08:00

Aku punya teman
Teman sepermainan
Dimana ada dia selalu ada aku

Dia memang manis
Dan juga baik hati
Dan dia slalu ada waktu
Untuk membantuku

Namun aku bingung
Ketika dia bilang cinta
Dan dia juga katakan
Tuk ingin jadi kekasihku

Cukuplah saja berteman denganku
Janganlah kau meminta lebih
Kutak mungkin mencintaimu
Kita berteman saja
Teman tapi mesra

Aku memang suka pada dirimu
Namun aku ada yang punya
Lebih baik kita berteman
Kita berteman saja
Teman tapi mesra

2007-01-12T04:06:00.000-08:00

i relli dunno wad to say.. met you from a fren of mine.. liked ur looks and ur smells.. wanted to know you more.. then came the day when you talked to me... abt coke light.. from there we talked.. you sent me home.. we talked when we reached my blk.. got to noe abt u mre.. i never met a guy like you.. i kind of like you even more..

we talked.. we liked each other but wad abt our GF and BF... yeah.. i respected ur relationship.. i noe u r in love with ur GF.. me too.. kept asking each other... wad are we.. we kept saying we dunno.. haiz.. den we came to a solution dat we shub be teman tapi mesra... we agreed.. dats where we started to hold hands.. wad was more shocking was dat when we ahem.. both of us were shocked.. i felt guilty.. very guilty..

and today... again we did it.. and i dunno.. wad are we becomin to.. wad are we becomin to.. both of us have GF and BF.. and we love them so much... why diz?.. i have been asking myself diz question...

A.D.I.D.A.S

2007-01-12T00:58:00.000-08:00

hey hey... sorie have not been bloggin lately.. hmmm.. i dunno wads have been goin out lately.. haiz... lots of things have been goin on... all the unexpected... ARGH!!!! i simply dunno where to start lar... my guy... ma frenz... school.. family... ARGH!!! i haf so much probs seh... k... GTG!!!

2006-12-17T00:31:00.000-08:00

just got back from cineplex with him... watch the movie eragon... before watchin the movie, we were at bugis.. he bought me a heart pendant... so sweet of him... hahaha... the movie is darn cool lar!! so touchin... hahaha.. when we reach tampines.. we went to the bazaar.. bought him dendeng burger.. bought for myself keropok lekor, dendeng and ayam percik.. and my brother ayam percik too.. hahaha... damn power lar the ayam percik!!

hahaha... goin jogging tomorrow.. with adek.. then afternoon meetin darling marisher... dunno go where... have not planned yet...

2006-12-10T17:15:00.000-08:00

hey!!! i just bought a new PSP!! black color.. wanted to buy the pink color but it was too gegerl.. so no way... hahahaha... bought the game FiFa Street.. total.. it cost.. $418.. haiz... my frens all bought it for like $440++.. hahaha!!! i bought the cheapest... and guess where i bought it... VIVOCITY!!! hahaha!! the TENCHI shop... which sells a lot of games like PSP, XBOX, PS3 and like loads of soft toy s and accessories... hahaha.. went to buy it with ashiek.. it was fun lar..

i actually didnt know dat my $800 went in alreadi.. i was shocked when i saw dat amount... i went ARGH!!!!!!! i was so shocked.. went lunch at swensens with him... i ate breaded chicken and he ate chicken baked rice... then we had desert of 1 slice of ice cream cake... drinks of orange juice and root beer.. total it cost $42.. hahaha... den... we went to buy PSP!!!! hahaha!!! i was like so excited!! he was too!!! and we almost forget to take my wallet... my wallet has $500+ inside!!! hahaha!!!

ok gotta go eat at KFC!!
with....
jeng jeng...
my scandal...
ADEK!!!!

hahahaha...
love ya dear!!

ps: teng teng teng.. diz is an announcement, mishairati dah giler!.. thank u, adek.. peace..

2006-12-01T09:30:00.000-08:00

you are just simply trying to talk to us.. haiyah.. i dunno wad to say abt you.. wadeva you are trying to do.. it just wont change my mind.. i simply cant forget wad you did to us and my friends.. the way you treated them.. you think it's easy to forget wad you did to us?.. i cant you noe... i can see that you are trying your best to come back to us.. even our teacher noe dat.. haiz... you are just simply trying to tlk to us back.. but i dunno wad to say.. maybe for you is dat you dun even think wad we felt when you do that....

think... do you ever think?..

2006-11-30T16:06:00.000-08:00

ALL YOU DO IS NAG AND DEMAND... NAG AND DEMAND!!! WAD DO YOU THINK WE ARE?? YOUR SLAVES?!!! WHAT THE FUCK MAN!!! PLEASE OK.. WE RESPECT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE BUT DO YOU RESPECT US?!! WE ARE TRYING OUR BEST TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT.. CAN'T YOU SEE THE EFFORT WE ARE GIVING?!! HAIYAH!! MA FAN AR!! ARGH!!!

2006-11-30T08:18:00.000-08:00

helo!! argh!!i'm so stressed up man.. damn man.. well aniway.. my WAD CA is next week.. my BCM listening comprehension is also next week... my holidays is on the 18 Dec.. damn.. after i return from the holidays, we got ERP test.. unit 1-unit7.. die.. got a lot to study these holidays.. must really make use of the time dat i have.. damn man... haiz..

i can actually still play for the u-17 man!! their international match is this fridae... at JBS.. argh!! i'm gonna come man.. yesh!! i'm gonna come.. julie says i can play but then since i have an injury, she ask me to rest first.. haiz.. so i gotta rest lor.. hahaha... waaah!! hahaha.. i'm recovering from my injury man.. so happy.. can walk better now.. hahaha.. but still pain when i twist there and here... argh!! damn!! ok ok.. gotta go and do this PHP thing.. argh!!

take care dear... please dun do it again.. i dun want it to happen again.. please... it really hurt me ok?.. take care.. love ya.. miss ya.. muackz...

2006-11-27T08:13:00.000-08:00

yo yo... in sch rite now leh.. hahaha.. yesterday was bb's 20th b'dae... yay!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAE DEAR!! hahaha!! got him a quiksilver wallet for him... he was like so happy... chia ming, ram, gaguy, jasper, fir and rozi was dere too... his family member are all dere.. was quite shy actually cuz all his cousins wanted to see me... hahaha... i was like so paiseh... damn... he bought me a adidas watch for our 10 month anniversary... hahaha!!! so sweet of him.. love ya so muchie bb.... MUACKZ.. GOTTA GO!!

HAPPY BELATED 20TH B'DAE DEAREST!!

2006-11-24T11:10:00.000-08:00

i will forever hate you.. i had never had a teacher like you before.. thanks for all the help aniway.. i think i'd rather ask my friends rather then ask you.. you gave me all the wrong codes.. well thanks aniway.. you were a great help.. i thought that all the teachers in ITE were so kind.. but some like you and some man... all you guys do is just nag and nag... for wad you nag?.. wad did we do till you nag at us?... all we did waas just ask questions... you teachers are damn bias.. Fucking shit!!! i will bear with you guys for two fucking years!!

2006-11-23T15:34:00.000-08:00

hey dere.. i'm back on the 16 actually.. but have been very busy lately and got no time to blog.. i have a lot of thing s to catch up.. Web Applications and ERP and also got a lot of projects to do!! i'm goin to be so busy lar rite now!.. and plus i have an ankle injury.. yesterdae when i met miss tan at the CCA, she told me that my whole ankle was bruised.. tell me to take another x-ray after 10 days and also tell me to go to SSC to see the doctor there.. she said dat most probably i got a ligament tear.. i was like, WAD DA FUCK?!!! NO!! i have to be out of sports for like maybe a month or more?.. no!! i cant accept this fact!!! no!!! NO!!! ARGH!! my leg will be damn itchy if i see people play soccer... ARGH!! temptations..

been having problems with him lately.. he's not himself.. something has to be wrong somewhere... i dunno why and wads up with him.. haiz....

2006-11-03T08:10:00.000-08:00

hello... this is my last entry as i'm goin off this sunday and will be very busy with stuff.. haiz... ok ok... gotta go now... well.. dats all for now... haiz... take care to all the people dat i noe.. love ya all.. love you bb.. forever and ever... muackz..

2006-11-02T10:52:00.000-08:00

harlu!! wanna noe abt yesterday's match?... the one that is against philippines?... well.. ok..

i played as the last men in the team.. we played damn well lar during that game.. i was so happy that we won the match by 1-0.. i scored the penalty.. the penalty was given because.. when the cross came in, and i think it got rebounded to one of my players to our opponents and then our opponent went to push the ball away with her hands!! and she is not the keeper!!! i volunteered to take the penalty kick cuz adek was not that confidence.. haha.. then... GOAL!!! i scored the goal.. we were leading by 1-0.. was glad.. that was the 2nd goal i scored so far when i was with the national team... hehehe!!... the whistle was heard and that was the time to go for our 15 min interval..

our coach talk about our team.. saying that we were doin well... during the 2nd half.. there was an incident where.. i was goin for the ball.. and my opponent is also goin for the ball... we went for the headers... and then.. BANG!!! our head got collided.. she thinks my head is the ball and i also think that her head is the ball... i hit her at the forehead... she got me at the forehead too... i got one huge lump at my forehead.. it was really painful.. she got some bleeding from the nose.. when i got one huge big headache.. i cant concentrate well after that... my system totally when slow... i was holding my head all the time.. i was taken out of the match cuz i cant play animore... went out..

physio tell me to ice my head.. laid down.. i started seeing stars.. it took a long time for me to answer back to my physio whether i was seeing stars or not.. i said not that much.. she said to me that i was having some symtomps of concussion.. that i have to take care off... yeah.. went back home.. and then i laid there on my bed.. slept.. till now then..

i still have the headache.. bad headache and i have trg later...damn... dunno whether can train or not.. haiz.. i still have the lump on my forehead.. it's painful.. not allowed to head the ball for 2 freaking days... damn!!! ok.. gotta go..!!..

yay!! we won!!! yay!!! we did well man!! so proud of you guys..

2006-11-01T13:50:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. didnt went sch today as i was too darn tired man.. i didnt noe y... but i was so darn tired.. haiz.. didnt went for the test.. argh.... at adek's huse.. blogging away... hahaha.. well.. got nutin to blog aniway... hey are some pictures... he is da one i've been loving... for all this times.. love ya forever... and dats me at the top... hahaha..

2006-10-31T21:25:00.000-08:00

me in the bus..

at the bus stop..

me and my closest cousin...

my dearest mother...

me, mum and youngest of all..

the happy family..

wad da hell my brother doin?!!

me and bro hairi..

me and didi..

and these are da hari raya pics...

2006-10-31T12:57:00.000-08:00

well... leavin this sunday seh.. gonna miss u guys... btw, we won yesterday against UWC... we won 3-0... yay!! yahoo!! hey.. gotta go n study...
dats all... luv ya bb...

2006-10-30T08:09:00.000-08:00

yo yo... leaving this sunday at 8.15am at harbour front.. we're gonna take bus to KL... first time goin overseas by bus... hahaha... yeah... having match at 5pm today seh... argh!!! 2nd day of my period somemore.. like fuck man... i definitely cant run man.. die die... today is against UWC... damn.. gonna run again... wed n thurs also got match.. damn... i'm dead man..

yesterday i was suppose to meet him but then i cancelled it cuz i have cramps at my stomach... like shit man.. i really wanna meet him up and then i have to cancelled it cuz i have cramps... both of us were sad.. damn sad man... haiz.. looking forward to meet him diz saturday...

gotta go..

2006-10-26T08:31:00.000-07:00

harlow!! hahaha... i'm tired seh... i have not been sleeping well lately... i didnt noe why... luckily dere's no trg today seh.. off... we did fitness for trg yesterday as it was raining.. most of us slip and fall cuz of the wet floor... hahaha... especially lin.. very funny.. but all of us gave our best yesterday.... julie said dat... we'll be selected through the 3 matches next week... mond... wed... fri... 3 matches in a row.. i hope dere wil be no injuries to our players... hahaha... gotta go.. i'll update soon!!

luv ya bb...
muackz..

2006-10-25T09:08:00.000-07:00

hey hey... raye was fun.. counted my money yesterday.. i got about $106.. hahaha.. didnt expect to get that much man.. hahaha... went to AMK first.. and then to tamp.. haiz.. i think i ate a lot yesterday.. a lot lar.. all the rendang... the sambal goreng.. and then i catched a flu... i didnt noe where did i get the flu... hahaha... but aniway.. i feel better now.. hahaha... ok ok!!! gotta go!!! bubbye! love ya bb!!

2006-10-22T13:47:00.000-07:00

helo!! left only one day to fast!! yeeehaaa!!! goin to geylang with him later.. buy couple set baju kurung.. yeah!! cant wait to meet him.. really miss him a lot.. hahahaha.. ok... btw.. gotta go... short entry k?... sorry... hahax!

2006-10-19T17:35:00.001-07:00

hey hey... in school now... today's my 9th month anniversary with him.. was so happy when i got up today... hahaha.. we didnt talk yesterday cuz i was really too tired... really tired lar.. hah!! today got trg seh.. at 7pm.. and the haze is gettin worser and worser.... oh my god... i cant even breathe when i got out of my house.. the haze was so thick that it choked me!! hahaha.... well.. bb... i wanna wish you happy 9th month anniversary... i hope that our relationship would last long.. till infinity.. i wudnt wanna lose you.. i really love you so much... so.. take care aitez?... luv ya.. miz ya.. muackz..

2006-10-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

good morning... came late to school today for like 23 minutes.. den gotta know that hafiz was on the radio that one of the DJ was sending him to school... wow!! hahaha... i really rush to school just now when i saw beep, amirah, desmond and alan at the foyer waiting for hafiz.. so all of us waited for him lar... hahaha.. really funny man... tomorrow's ma anninersary with him for the 9th month... i'm happy that we could reach this far... i love so muchie...

btw... i'm in a lot of pressure lately.. which involves my frens and also soccer... regarding my club.. i really dunno wad to do now.. my mother ask me to follow her wherever she went and the main important thing is that i already made promise with my mother.. then all of a sudden, gaguy was so mad with me coz of me quiting sporting westlake.. he says to me that mak said to him that mak wanted to leave and then she wanted me to stay... i really dun get it... and then gaguy started to say things which is so sarcastic telling me to take LTC form directly from the coach itself... i hate it man.. he doesnt even noe the problems that i have and then just say any how.. haiz... i hate it man... i'm really confused now...

halp anyone who reads my blog?...

2006-10-17T14:03:00.000-07:00

hey hey.. in WAD room rite now.. havin PE later... damn tired man.. fasting somemore.. den after that gotta go to grange road for u-19 trg... i'm really tired lar.. yesterday was really bad.. the haze was bad.. and then.. we didnt train at the field... we train fitness at the stairs... it was really tiring... it's high intensive fitness trg.. gosh... we've to climb up and down the stairs.. i wonder wads for trg now... damn... argh!! btw... i gotta go aitez...

bb... i will pretend that the incident just now didnt happen.. love you darlz... muackz....

2006-10-16T12:22:00.000-07:00

hey... finally i've updated my blog... got my result slip from last semester.. i got a B for my BFD... yeah.. i'm happy lar cuz i studied hard for that subject.. got my timetable too.. crap ok.. everyday start at 8am.. and then end arnd 4 plus except for friday... yeah.. and then i have training every single day lar!!! starts at 7pm... end arnd 9 like dat damn.. the subjects are like so darn difficult diz time.. not sure can make it or not... haiz...

haiyah.... bored.. i'm missing you baby... i'm loving you every single day darling... i wish dat you can read diz.. we're reaching 9 months on the 20th.. argh!! oh no... i finally remembered dat i got match diz saturday... damn... i cant even rest man..

and for my fellow teammates and coaches... i'm sorry if i let you guys down... i already promise my mother that wherever she goes, i will follow... i simply cant be separated from her... i'm really sorry... well.. we do have a gOOd time together isnt it.. time flies too fast.. hah... sorry guys... well.. i hope to see you guys and maybe break fast together...

gotta go... wanna rest... ok... love and miss ya darlin.. muackz...

2006-09-28T22:27:00.000-07:00

hey hey... sorie yah... didnt blog cuz has been very busy lately.. now.. my national trg is everyday.. yah... i wont be havin much rest man... agrh!! fasting month somemore.. havin college west trg on monday from 4 to 6 pm.. and then go to CCA for u-19 trg and then national senior trg.. argh!!! isnt dat tiring? well.. sorry for the late update..check out the pics for dat vietnam trip... at the photos tag...

2006-08-29T15:35:00.000-07:00

hey hey... in the OFA class rite now... i hate out CA lar.. when we asked help from her.. she wont even come lar.. i tink i still prefer bernard.. although he's like a bit blur, he will come to us when we need help from them lar.. i hate man... piece of shit.. i hate you man dora... call yourself a teacher but then when student needs help, you didnt even bother to come.. you are so biased.. guess wad.. you only teach those who are good in their studies and also all the chinese.. what kind of teacher is diz.. i still want bernard to teach us.. you suck man dora... forever..

2006-08-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

Do you think it's funny to call people names?!!!
it's not lar u fucking asshole...
u think u which big fucker?..
crap lar...
ur age is the same as me lar...
maybe u're cleverer than me..
but think...
wads da point of having good grades and then u got bad attitude?...
call youself STUDENT COUNSELLOR!!!
but no BLOODY MANNERS!!

FUCK YOU MAN....

2006-08-28T08:21:00.000-07:00

hey hey... had a great time yesterdae with him... have dinner and studied together.. it was fun.. hahaha.. checking out the view at bedok.. haha.. i'm like so tired rite now... just wanna sleep and sleep.. gotta go to SRC later to go for my physiotherapy on my foot.. argh!!! and then after that straight to trg.. thats gonna be tiring man.. argh!! gosh goshie!! i'm so TIRED!! i WANNA SLEEP!! argh!!!!

ok ok...
gotta go..
love ya bb..
muackz!!!

2006-08-25T22:01:00.000-07:00

hey.. didnt went to school today.. i wonder how was it.. haiz.. went to the sports medicine and research centre for my foot injury.. doctor said dat i have to go and get an x-ray then cuz she said dat it was quite bad.. i can even walk properly.. i was like limping when walking.. my foot hurts badly lar.. the pain is like goin up towards my knee.. and guess wad.. i got a match tomorrow and i cant even run!! how!! i'm dead meat man...

argh!! well... i miss school and the guys... hmmm.. went lunch with mother and BF.. hehe.. wad quite fun lar.. then after lunch, my mum went bacl to werk and the both of us went to get my x-ray done... den he sent me home.. haha.. and now.. revising my BFD.. argh!!! i'm like so stressed lar.. i gotta get my injury cured before i go to vietnam!! shitty shit!! argh!!

well.. i hope my schoolmates send me to the airport... its on a saturday... 2 sept....
hope to see ya...
love ya baby..
muackz....

2006-08-24T14:13:00.000-07:00

in the WPB room rite now.. was so fucking pissed man... found out dat i got debarred from thinking skills and business fundamentals.. i got approved leave lar.. she even said ok lar when i was asking permission from her about goin to beijing... wat the fuck is her fucking motive?... i hate her man... she's a spoiler of my studies... just trying to ruin my studies... i have fucking proof lar dat i was away lar... wad da fuck.... STUPID TEACHERS... just trying to ruin the students life... SO BIASED..

2006-08-23T08:34:00.000-07:00

hey...
got match today at serangoon stdm at 7...
i'm like so tired and so shacked..
i dunno why...

i got not enuf rest..
slept only for a few hours..
haiz... halp..

dying..

2006-08-22T14:06:00.000-07:00

hey hey... these are the pics for the pesta sukan as i had promised..

me watching gracie.. hahaha.. funny lar... Sporting Westlake VS NUS

me!.. Sporting Westlake VS U-19

Watching the ball..

The gang.. Find ME!!

me taking the goal kick..

i dont know wad da hell i'm doin.. i think i just head the ball... pretty unsure..

sun was directly at our faces...

Bishan Arsenal

2006-08-21T08:14:00.000-07:00

in OFA class rite now.. my body is aching all over... lack of rest... later at 6.30pm got u-19 trg... gosh... i'm gonna be dead man... and there is BFD test tomorrow... i'm dying.. but i'm still smiling cuz of the pesta sukan result!! yay!! ok... gotta go... study.. LOVE YA ALL!!!

2006-08-20T22:03:00.000-07:00

hey hey... just got back from the pesta sukan thingy.. hahaha.. guess wad?!! we won 2nd!! hahaha!! we were like so happy.. we didnt expected to win... during the semi-finals rite... we drew with paya lebar punggol... we played like hell for 14 minutes!! contain them to the max... n then there was this penalty shoot out... i was the kicker for the penalty shout-out.. n from the paya lebar punggol, it was da china player.. i knew the keeper.. hahaha... i aimed at the right corner.. baaaam!!! GOAL!! i scored!! hahaha... n then it was da china player turn.. and then rite.. we thought it was a goal and then the ball went out... we didnt expect her to not score the goal!!
i looked aT my players and then YAY!!! we made it to finals!! yay!!

we'll be facing singapore american school.. we lost 2-0... hahaha.. we were like playing during the game... we came in 2nd place.. we received $300 n medals... our first pesta sukan medal!! and it was 2nd place... hahaha... i wanna thank our lovely officials and coaches.. Cik Jo and Syam especially.. I LIKE IT!!! I LOVE YOU!! hahaha!!! it's still goin through my mind seh... most memorable thing.. hahaha...

2006-08-19T21:54:00.000-07:00

hey hey... i dunno whether wanna go for the vietnam trip with the u-19 or not seh... we're leaving on 2 september and then my BFD exam is on 11 september!! gosh.. manager said dat i cud go home early.. but she said, 'what is we qualify for the semi-finals?'.. i was like... uhhhhh.. i dunno.. i really wanna do my BFD exam and then wanna pass that freaking exam... i wanna do well... but then why must this thing come?!!! shitty shit! pissed off man...

just now i went to tan tock seng hospital to have my vaccination flu done... sorry guys cudn't come for the flag day... argh!! i'm still in a confusion... ARGH!!! wad am i suppose to do?!!!
halp!! tomorrow there's this pesta sukan tournament at jalan besar stdm at 8am... gosh... my sleep is gone!! i'm being pulled away from my lovely bed because of this!!! ARGH!! a lot of stuffs running through mymind rite now... frens.... soccer.... studies... exams... him...

haiz...
love ya bb...
muackz...

~confused~

2006-08-18T16:03:00.000-07:00

hey hey..at WPB lab rite now... had our health promotion talk just now at the dance studio.. it was really funny lar... we were so noisy and practically making a lot of noises and the teacher asked me and habeebah to present a token of appreciation to them.. hahaha... and the both of us were in shorts!! imagine dat!! presenting a token of appreciation to a guest in shorts... it was real funny.. da both of us were to lazy to change back to our uniform.. so we just went like dat lar... hahaha....

haiz... i really cant take this anymore... if you are mad with us, why must you be mad with other people too?... what did they do to you till you got so mad and show attitude to them?.. no point you being mad at them or us... it'll just bring you more and more enemies... i'm sure you dont want any enemies rite.. think over it again mom... think... if you were to do all this, will it bring you any benefits?.... will it?... think... i cant be bothered alreadi.. i really had enough...

2006-08-17T15:42:00.000-07:00

hey hey...
finish sch early today..
had our WPB test..

i can do the test but then..
haiz...
got caught up somewhere..
overall i think i can pass but then not dat good lar...

but i do hope i pass seh...
argh!!!
well...
at da self access room rite now...

damn bored ar..
haiz....
ok ok lar..
gotta go..
love ya baby..

2006-08-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

hey guys...
i have let you guys down...
i'm sorry..
i didnt mean to do dat..

i'll make it up to you guys..
i swear i will...
i'm really really sorry...
i really do wanna play the futsal with you..

but they told me last minute...
i cant do anitin...
i have to go...
i really wanna stay...

i wish i could..
but cant...
i'm sorry..
really sorry...

forgive me.......

2006-08-15T14:11:00.000-07:00

as this is a boring day...
here are some pictures for you guys... hahaha...

2006-08-15T13:56:00.000-07:00

hey...
worst day of school man...
i hate it...

came to school with habeebah by train..
hahahaha...
kept talking abt handsome dudes...
haiz.. hahaha..

she came to school...
i wanna talk to her but she gave me dat stucked up face...
which shows she's in no mood...
well... dun show it lar...

when people is talking to you...
at least talk to her/she back...
hey...
who caused the misunderstanding?...

was it us?....
we were waiting for you to talk to us...
did you even approach us?...
NO...

think abt that...
i love them...
all of them..

btw...
i envy you effendi...

2006-08-14T09:11:00.000-07:00

it's so sad when you lost someone in ur life...
i lost my favourite grandfather once....
yet i lost another one again...
all of us noe dat we're goin to die one day...

but it's very sad...
i cant say much..
as day goes by...
people come and go...

it's all under god's hand...
we cant do anitin but to wait and pray for our time...
why must everitin go like this?...
why?...

if anyone could just tell me...
i've lost everitin...
everitin...

2006-08-12T14:23:00.000-07:00

every day... it gets even worser and worser.. i dunno wad to do... i really tried my best but in the end..... haiz.. i really got no words to say already... i'm really sad... i realli dunno wad to do... our friendship is tearin apart.. our wonderful friendship is tearin apart.. and i'm tearin apart too... i cant take this.. it's too heartbreakin.. every single day... i kept thinking abt this.. when is this going to end.. i really cant stand da pain... your words.. is too harsh and painful.. up to you.. what you think it's rite, den do it.. i cant say much.. as i say i understand your feelings.. but do you understand abt my feelings?... wad abt our feelings... do you?... i dun tink you know... i dun tink you will understand...

i did my part... we did our part... but there's still no point... you would still go your way... i know it's ur life and you can do anitin with it... but whenever you got problems..

who was dere for you?...
us...
who was dere for you when you were in tears?...
us....
who cheered you up when you are down?...
us...

i noe dat you are very close to your twin.. but you also have to think wad we did for you... have you ever think abt it?... wad we're doin it's for your own good... but... you just dun wanna think abt it...

it's ok my dear fren...
i knw dat you're in pain...
i noe wad u r feeling....

but...
let me bear all the pain...
i noe i'm in a wrong...
i surrender...
i just wanna see our wonderful frenship back...
just wanna see smiles among the 5 of us...
laughters...
giggles...
everitin...

i'll bear this pain before..
and i'll bear it again...
forever...

for you guys....

2006-08-12T00:42:00.000-07:00

went to SSDC to accompany him for his motor practical...
wanted him to passed...
waited for him for 1 hr and 35 mins..
saw his face... i knew it...
FAILED...

i was so upset with him.. but i knew he tried his best... i gave him the encouragement.. i'll always be there for anyone... i really love him a lot... argh!!! was so sad in the heart just didnt wanna show it... hah!... had this big huge abrasion lar.. it's leaking badly.. my left knee swells like hell.. cant even bend it... wonder how to play tis sunday match.. argh!! my migraines are always dere.. it seems permanent... i dunno why.. wanted to go to the doctor but think twice... hahaha...

well... i hope all the problems that all of you guys had wil go away very soon... and we'll have peace and love again... peace outz...

2006-08-11T09:30:00.000-07:00

wad happen to us...
we were full of laughter...
now..
hatred started to grow..
didnt talk to each other..
whats wrong with you?..
what did i do wrong?..

i dun wanna fight..
i just wanna make more frens...
i'll be there for you...
even if you ask me to come there...
i'll be there...

Please..
I just wanna cut all this thing..
It Hurts to See your Own Fren Fight..
I hope you understand our feelings...
Let's be like last time...

Not Like This...
Let's start all over From the Beginning...

Thanks Doctor Pandi..
For being there for me...
I'll be there for you too k?...

2006-08-10T10:31:00.000-07:00

on tuesday which was our national day celebration day was like fuck lar... we manage to sell all our waffles and also our french fries.. we loss a lot of money lar.. very bad lar..

wad da fuck man... i hate it lar.. stop bugging me can or not.. and please k.. mind your own fucking business can or not.. could you just please stop it.. what evrybody say or talk, you must always listen.. saying you hate hypocrites but you your ownself is one... do you even realise it?.. i bet you.. you dont lar.. whatever people are doin, you must always see and also KPO... can you cut out that habit of yours... i really hate it.. in fact.. we really hate it lar..

yesterday, we went to esplanade lar.. we wanted to see the fireworks.. tot dat we could see from dere but it was block by the buildings.. hahaha.. we had a lot of fun lar yesterday... enjoying the sea breeze...

and again... for you... please lar.. i dun give a fuck lar.. i dun care lar whether you are there or not.. if you are dere also wad can i do?.. nothing rite shit.. i really dun give a fuck for you lar... wad you wanna do, just do lar... dun go around and boast about yourself.. please lar... you think you which big fuck people wanna listen to you... ou wanna know wad.. you're like one of the character in the malay movie you know... the one called "Mami Jarum"... you are exactly like her lar... WALKING INTERNET... fuck man.. argh... you are pain in the ass...

i'm at OFA class rite now... will be goin off at 12pm later.. for my match at jalan besar stdm at 3pm.. we're like gonna play under the hot sun lar... argh!! gonna be dark again... our opponent will be the hwa chong boys.. boys again... argh!! wish me good luck!! hahaha!! take care my dear frens.. luv ya bb..